Do get back in, the longer you leave it the worse it gets. After I broke my back (in a car accident) I was in hospital for 8 weeks so wasn't able to get 'back on the horse' so to speak.
I wasn't at all woried (well about getting back in cars anyway) at first and so was surprised to find, when i finaly got out of hospital, that I was scared sh*tless in the car. Kept having flashbacks too. Got used to it eventually & it went away except for the occasional adrenaline rush. I still get the creeps whenever the Hospital rescue helicopters fly over though, that'll put me right back in there.
Wish I had been able to get back in a car earlier though. Would've saved a lot of trouble.
It is horrible, & there'll be sounds and smells and thoughts that you'll never forget. But don't ever let the B*stards keep you down
You won. You're still here
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