Thank you chris, I cried when I read about her courage & strength & that of her family.
I know that you feel useless chris, as Ady said, that is normal, but know that you are not. The chances are that her family will never remember the things that you do to help now. Not because it's not appreciated. But simply because they will be fighting so hard just to survive this that they won't be storing memories in any coherent form. But even the little things that you do will make a difference in how they get through this, perhaps even if they get through, since, as flops said, to have to bury ones child is a nightmare & an abomination no parent should ever have to face. I would pray that I would never have to find out if I could survive that.
If you are wanting to help then I would suggest helping with the little things. Practical things. Even the most ordinary of things, like hoovering the house, paying the bills, organising meals or doing the dishes, can seem like huge mountains when you are grieving. Myself I found that for months my sense of time was very erratic & trying to organise things like bills & keeping appointments anything involving time pressure, became overwhelming. I don't know her family personaly so I can't say where their personal needs will be. But the things they will need help in will not necessarily be the obvious things, & the time when they will need the help the most will be after everyone has gone home & they are trying somehow to go on as if life can possibly return to normal.
One thing I would suggest, if you can do it, is going along with them when they go grocery shopping again the first few times. It might sound silly, but it is one of the worst places when you're grieving. When you find yourself automatically picking up her favourite drink, or face to face with the bikkies she loved. These things can trigger floods of memories that you're completely unprepared for & in a situation where you feel very vulnerable.
But whatever you do, even things that seem small & insignificant, will make a difference right now & in the months to come. You are making a difference, even if you don't always see the effects of your actions.
hugs, ciri x